Hello people , so yeah , went for hair cut today ,
my side's shorter now .
Hmm let photos do the talking :)
The third guy look alot like Lincoln LOL.
Okay thanks for reading .
Bye !
Marcus , gorgor loves you .
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Hello people , so yeah , went for hair cut today ,
my side's shorter now .
Hmm let photos do the talking :)
Okay thanks for reading .
Bye !
Marcus , gorgor loves you .
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Hello people , so yeah , went for hair cut today ,
my side's shorter now .
Hmm let photos do the talking :)
Okay thanks for reading .
Bye !
Marcus , gorgor loves you .
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May Marcus rest in heaven .
Hello people , I'm feeling alot better already .
Thank everyone who was there for me .
I'm going for a hair cut later , my enrollment date for Poly will be 16th of March .
So late -.- , gonna get my laptops , ez-links and student card .
Gonna have to take photo , so have to trim my hair abit :/
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Hello people , I'm feeling alot better already .
Thank everyone who was there for me .
I'm going for a hair cut later , my enrollment date for Poly will be 16th of March .
So late -.- , gonna get my laptops , ez-links and student card .
Gonna have to take photo , so have to trim my hair abit :/
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Baby !
Gor gor still can't stop thinking about you .
I know up there in heaven , you want us to be happy .
So I'll try my best to be happy .
But I'm missing you very badly .
Love you too much .
Be a good boy okay ?
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Gor gor still can't stop thinking about you .
I know up there in heaven , you want us to be happy .
So I'll try my best to be happy .
But I'm missing you very badly .
Love you too much .
Be a good boy okay ?
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Marcus's gonna be cremated today , its so painful
to see him like this .
Such a small body being cremated , as his 'older brother',
I feel really pain and sad .
I can't get to see him , I really miss him .
I'm going for a medical checkup needed for Poly admission .
& to those people whose there for me , I give my thanks
to you guys , but surely I need sometime to overcome this .
Thanks alot .
To Marcus :
Marcus , God is gracious , you should be an angel by now .
Protect us okay ? Be a good boy like how you used to .
Come back to visit us , we'll miss you .
You didn't appear in my dreams last night , was it because
you went to daddy and mummy's dreams first ?
Sigh,gor gor really loves you,
I miss you pulling my hair ,
I miss holding your hands when you're sleeping .
I miss you hugging me so tightly .
I miss you calling me 'gor gor' .
I miss you saying 'scared scared' .
It feels so weird without you around whether at
my house or your house .
It's even weirder to see Mikeal alone now .
I miss you more than anything now,will you stand by
my door step and call me gor gor again ?
Now , I can only look back at your photos and videos everyday .
You used to love going out , whether just going down stairs for
a walk or go shopping , once you step out of the house , you'll be
super happy .
Marcus , you'll always be in my heart .
I love you.
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Marcus's gonna be cremated today , its so painful
to see him like this .
Such a small body being cremated , as his 'older brother',
I feel really pain and sad .
I can't get to see him , I really miss him .
I'm going for a medical checkup needed for Poly admission .
& to those people whose there for me , I give my thanks
to you guys , but surely I need sometime to overcome this .
Thanks alot .
To Marcus :
Marcus , God is gracious , you should be an angel by now .
Protect us okay ? Be a good boy like how you used to .
Come back to visit us , we'll miss you .
You didn't appear in my dreams last night , was it because
you went to daddy and mummy's dreams first ?
Sigh,gor gor really loves you,
I miss you pulling my hair ,
I miss holding your hands when you're sleeping .
I miss you hugging me so tightly .
I miss you calling me 'gor gor' .
I miss you saying 'scared scared' .
It feels so weird without you around whether at
my house or your house .
It's even weirder to see Mikeal alone now .
I miss you more than anything now,will you stand by
my door step and call me gor gor again ?
Now , I can only look back at your photos and videos everyday .
You used to love going out , whether just going down stairs for
a walk or go shopping , once you step out of the house , you'll be
super happy .
Marcus , you'll always be in my heart .
I love you.
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Baby Marcus , gor gor really misses you , can you come
back and accompany me to watch tv again ?
Just staring at my empty floor right now where you used
to appear at infront of me , look how cute you are .
我还想她 , JJ's song , now it's dedicated to you .
Y'know , I miss you crying , I miss your voice on the mic .
Promise gor gor that you'll be a good boy in heaven okay ?
Listen to Father and the angels there .
For you , I'm going to promise myself some bad habits that
I'll change .
I know all this is part and parcel of life , but Marcus , you're
really too young to pass on .
2 years 1 month and 23 days old , you haven't experienced what
life out there's about .
Most importantly,you didn't come to say good bye.
Gor gor and family have been so down today , having been told
about the bad news.
Mummy was crying so badly , gor gor and jie jie too .
Guess I'm going to sleep soon , see you in my dreams alright .
Good night Marcus .
I love you baby .
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Baby Marcus , gor gor really misses you , can you comeback and accompany me to watch tv again ?
Just staring at my empty floor right now where you used
to appear at infront of me , look how cute you are .
我还想她 , JJ's song , now it's dedicated to you .
Y'know , I miss you crying , I miss your voice on the mic .
Promise gor gor that you'll be a good boy in heaven okay ?
Listen to Father and the angels there .
For you , I'm going to promise myself some bad habits that
I'll change .
I know all this is part and parcel of life , but Marcus , you're
really too young to pass on .
2 years 1 month and 23 days old , you haven't experienced what
life out there's about .
Most importantly,you didn't come to say good bye.
Gor gor and family have been so down today , having been told
about the bad news.
Mummy was crying so badly , gor gor and jie jie too .
Guess I'm going to sleep soon , see you in my dreams alright .
Good night Marcus .
I love you baby .
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Bye Marcus , Daddy , Mummy , Gor gor Wilson , Gor gor Wilfred ,
Gor gor Mikael , Jie jie Winnie , Uncle Ronald , Aunty Pauline all misses you .
We all love you , remember this , you will always be in our hearts .
Let the angels guide you to heaven , don't cry alright .
God will be waiting for you & giving you a nice home and bed to sleep .
Chocolates , sweets , food , drinks and all , he'll give them to you .
Gor gor's going to sleep soon , good night baby .
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Marcus , 30th December 2006 - 23rd February 2009 .
How I wish you were here right now , I wanna hug you .Bye Marcus , Daddy , Mummy , Gor gor Wilson , Gor gor Wilfred ,
Gor gor Mikael , Jie jie Winnie , Uncle Ronald , Aunty Pauline all misses you .
We all love you , remember this , you will always be in our hearts .
Let the angels guide you to heaven , don't cry alright .
God will be waiting for you & giving you a nice home and bed to sleep .
Chocolates , sweets , food , drinks and all , he'll give them to you .
Gor gor's going to sleep soon , good night baby .
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God , please bless baby Marcus .
To my precious Marcus :
Marcus , I love you , I miss you , I miss you calling me ' gorgor' .
I miss you saying 'sweet sweet' & I would give you a couple of
pallets and tell you , okay ' last one okay ?' & you'll be like , nodding
your head , but after that , you broke your promise and come asking
me for another ! Haha , Marcus :)
I miss you calling my mum 'AUNTYY!!!'
You're so smart , adorable , cute , handsome and small .
I haven't seen you for two weeks , its too sudden , i couldn't take
the shock .Why so many people related to me must go away so
suddenly , my grandmother & now you .
I still remembered 3 weeks ago , you were standing at your door
calling 'gorgor' & I was opposite at my door calling you .
You were like my friend/brother/son/neighbour .
How I wish you were here right now .
You used to sit on my lap , like right now , infront of my
computer , you'll be slapping the keyboard and I'll be feeding you food .
I miss those days before O levels when I was studying & you were on
the bed with me .* Cries * heard from the inside of my room , I would
then rush in to look after you & pat you back to sleep .
I even miss those times when we watched television together , like the
photo below , I gave you my justtea , look at you , so cute..adorable , you
even posed for the camera at times .
I only saw you once before I went to Thailand , I miss the times when I
held your hand . Why didn't you wait for gorgor to give you a hug ?
Why didn't you come back ?
Why did you only appear in my dreams and not reality ?Please ,
come to me in my dreams alright , I miss you .
Tears keep dripping and I can't stop crying , why , why issit so .
Issit because I miss you too much ?
Or I can't accept the fact that you're gone ?
I yearn for the day that I would see you grow up with your
elder brother and we might meet in the future sharing our
successful stories . But I guess this day won't happen anymore .
At the hospital , if you could see , everyone was crying for you ,
you looked like you were sleeping , but your skin was yellow in
colour , whats the cause of it ? If it were to be dengue , I'll be
suing the childcare centre you used to study at . Its only been 4
months since we stopped taking care of you and you went to the
playgroup . You looked so cute in the uniform .
Your favourite drink was the chilled water in my very own water
bottle from my fridge . You would always follow me to the fridge
& at the point of time when I open the fridge , you would say ,
' um um ' telling me that you want to drinkkkk .
You're such a gourmet you know , always eating and all .
I also remember the times when my mum pat you to sleep when it's
raining , mummy would say , ' Faster sleep , see 'gingklonggingklong'(thunder)
coming already , faster 'orh orh'(sleep) .
You'll be like so scared and you'll hug my mum . As you're sleeping ,
I would sleep beside you at times , making sure you sleep soundly .
When I got the news , I was damn shocked , I couldn't believe it ,
I thought your fever was just a minor one .
I was hoping that you were still living and the news were not real .
But turn out , it was true , I kept crying , y'know how much I love you .
Even my grandfather who don't really cry at times ,
but when he heard about it , I could see his eyes , they were red .
Do you know everyone misses you ? Your dad , mum , maid ,
grandfather and grandmother . Why did you have to go so early ?
You used to be a strong young boy ,
you rarely get sick , 1 year the most only 3 to 5 times .
Usually it was just flu , but till now , I don't know about your sickness .
Baby , will you come back ? I miss you , I wanna see you , now you're in the mortuary ,
when you were pushed into the freezer , I felt damn painful , its so cold in there ,
you're gonna be examined later , they have to cut you open , how painful is that .
Its so hurtful to think about it , BABY MARCUS , I NEED YOU BACK.
I feel damn down now , I know you can't come back already , but I just wish , you'll appear in my dreams tonight & I'll play with you like how we used to , I give you your favourite chilled
water , justtea , sweets , biscuits , I'll read to you the puzzle story book that you used
to press the button on it and there will be a certain sound coming out from it ,
the DINOSAURS one especially .
Remember the times where I used to raise my voice at you so that you will go to sleep ?
Or the times when you took my karaoke mic and make funny sounds , like ' AHHHH' .
How cute and adorable were you , I miss you .
I can't stop crying , I keep thinking bout you . I wanna sing a song for you .
A love song , if I will ever get into a singing competition , I would dedicate a song for you ,
that will be a promise .
Peekaa.......BOOOO ! There you go laughing , remember ?
Everyday after cca , I would rush back home , just to see you , but usually , you will be
back home , although you're just beside my house , but I still yearn to see you .
Marcus , come back .
You love Barney , remember down by the bay ?
Down by the bay down by the bay ! Hey Mr little popper
popperly bob , I like it the way that you popperly bob !
I used to sing them to you and you'll laugh , don't you ?
You can watch any kind of shows , how wonderful is that .
I love it when you sit on my laps , on the sofa , watching
television together .
I would hold your hand , feed you , kiss you , sayang you ,
you were my best companion when I'm at home ,
other than my computer . I still remember , during Sundays
I will be like damn excited for Monday as I can get to see you .
I would ask mummy , ' Mummy , Marcus's coming tomorrow right ? '
Your brother and you look so alike , when you were lying on the
hospital bed just now , you looked so much like your brother .
I will visit you .
Y'know , gorgor's eyes hurt alot now after so much of crying ?
Make sure that you're in a better place now okay ?I love you .
All the pictures below were taken by JieJie Winnie and this post is dedicated specially for you .
Some were taken by gorgor also , rest in peace alright .
With love ,
Wilson Gorgor .
In front of my computer .
Past when I had short hair .
I used to feed him , takecare of him .
I love you Marcus , rest in peace , in heaven .
I wanna see you again .
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To my precious Marcus :
Marcus , I love you , I miss you , I miss you calling me ' gorgor' .
I miss you saying 'sweet sweet' & I would give you a couple of
pallets and tell you , okay ' last one okay ?' & you'll be like , nodding
your head , but after that , you broke your promise and come asking
me for another ! Haha , Marcus :)
I miss you calling my mum 'AUNTYY!!!'
You're so smart , adorable , cute , handsome and small .
I haven't seen you for two weeks , its too sudden , i couldn't take
the shock .Why so many people related to me must go away so
suddenly , my grandmother & now you .
I still remembered 3 weeks ago , you were standing at your door
calling 'gorgor' & I was opposite at my door calling you .
You were like my friend/brother/son/neighbour .
How I wish you were here right now .
You used to sit on my lap , like right now , infront of my
computer , you'll be slapping the keyboard and I'll be feeding you food .
I miss those days before O levels when I was studying & you were on
the bed with me .* Cries * heard from the inside of my room , I would
then rush in to look after you & pat you back to sleep .
I even miss those times when we watched television together , like the
photo below , I gave you my justtea , look at you , so cute..adorable , you
even posed for the camera at times .
I only saw you once before I went to Thailand , I miss the times when I
held your hand . Why didn't you wait for gorgor to give you a hug ?
Why didn't you come back ?
Why did you only appear in my dreams and not reality ?Please ,
come to me in my dreams alright , I miss you .
Tears keep dripping and I can't stop crying , why , why issit so .
Issit because I miss you too much ?
Or I can't accept the fact that you're gone ?
I yearn for the day that I would see you grow up with your
elder brother and we might meet in the future sharing our
successful stories . But I guess this day won't happen anymore .
At the hospital , if you could see , everyone was crying for you ,
you looked like you were sleeping , but your skin was yellow in
colour , whats the cause of it ? If it were to be dengue , I'll be
suing the childcare centre you used to study at . Its only been 4
months since we stopped taking care of you and you went to the
playgroup . You looked so cute in the uniform .
Your favourite drink was the chilled water in my very own water
bottle from my fridge . You would always follow me to the fridge
& at the point of time when I open the fridge , you would say ,
' um um ' telling me that you want to drinkkkk .
You're such a gourmet you know , always eating and all .
I also remember the times when my mum pat you to sleep when it's
raining , mummy would say , ' Faster sleep , see 'gingklonggingklong'(thunder)
coming already , faster 'orh orh'(sleep) .
You'll be like so scared and you'll hug my mum . As you're sleeping ,
I would sleep beside you at times , making sure you sleep soundly .
When I got the news , I was damn shocked , I couldn't believe it ,
I thought your fever was just a minor one .
I was hoping that you were still living and the news were not real .
But turn out , it was true , I kept crying , y'know how much I love you .
Even my grandfather who don't really cry at times ,
but when he heard about it , I could see his eyes , they were red .
Do you know everyone misses you ? Your dad , mum , maid ,
grandfather and grandmother . Why did you have to go so early ?
You used to be a strong young boy ,
you rarely get sick , 1 year the most only 3 to 5 times .
Usually it was just flu , but till now , I don't know about your sickness .
Baby , will you come back ? I miss you , I wanna see you , now you're in the mortuary ,
when you were pushed into the freezer , I felt damn painful , its so cold in there ,
you're gonna be examined later , they have to cut you open , how painful is that .
Its so hurtful to think about it , BABY MARCUS , I NEED YOU BACK.
I feel damn down now , I know you can't come back already , but I just wish , you'll appear in my dreams tonight & I'll play with you like how we used to , I give you your favourite chilled
water , justtea , sweets , biscuits , I'll read to you the puzzle story book that you used
to press the button on it and there will be a certain sound coming out from it ,
the DINOSAURS one especially .
Remember the times where I used to raise my voice at you so that you will go to sleep ?
Or the times when you took my karaoke mic and make funny sounds , like ' AHHHH' .
How cute and adorable were you , I miss you .
I can't stop crying , I keep thinking bout you . I wanna sing a song for you .
A love song , if I will ever get into a singing competition , I would dedicate a song for you ,
that will be a promise .
Peekaa.......BOOOO ! There you go laughing , remember ?
Everyday after cca , I would rush back home , just to see you , but usually , you will be
back home , although you're just beside my house , but I still yearn to see you .
Marcus , come back .
You love Barney , remember down by the bay ?
Down by the bay down by the bay ! Hey Mr little popper
popperly bob , I like it the way that you popperly bob !
I used to sing them to you and you'll laugh , don't you ?
You can watch any kind of shows , how wonderful is that .
I love it when you sit on my laps , on the sofa , watching
television together .
I would hold your hand , feed you , kiss you , sayang you ,
you were my best companion when I'm at home ,
other than my computer . I still remember , during Sundays
I will be like damn excited for Monday as I can get to see you .
I would ask mummy , ' Mummy , Marcus's coming tomorrow right ? '
Your brother and you look so alike , when you were lying on the
hospital bed just now , you looked so much like your brother .
I will visit you .
Y'know , gorgor's eyes hurt alot now after so much of crying ?
Make sure that you're in a better place now okay ?I love you .
All the pictures below were taken by JieJie Winnie and this post is dedicated specially for you .
Some were taken by gorgor also , rest in peace alright .
With love ,
Wilson Gorgor .
In front of my computer .
Past when I had short hair .
I used to feed him , takecare of him .
I love you Marcus , rest in peace , in heaven .
I wanna see you again .
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