I feel so hurt , so heart broken .
All I did was for you , this was my first time fighting because of a girl .
I felt that you lied to me , when you said you didn't know or did not .
You knew what I do not like , yes ,you did change , but coming to this , its exactly like you stopping to do all these and suddenly you just take one big step ahead.
Do you know how hurt I'm feeling now ? My heart hurts like hell .
I don't blame you , but I just can't accept the fact that you lied .
Due to this matter , I lost a great friend & almost lost one of my greatest buddy . I really missed what he and I did in the past , going out and stuffs , now everything just ends like this .
What should I do now , you told me that it was all your fault , & you felt that you might want to break because you've caused me so much problems . I told you it isn't , but in the end , I still can't accept the fact you actually lied a small part & you chose not to tell me . You should have asked me first , whether or not I would allow would be another issue.
Sorry won't change anything now , I would just to forget it , but it would take long .
People told me to break with you , but I told them I wouldn't , why would I do that , I still love you as much as you do . People said if a girl gets a guy into trouble , it would be better to not be with this girl , but still , I did not listen , I defended you even when they said you could say no in the first place , given your personality .
I urge you to think about this , even though you said sorry countless times , but I still can't forget it . This really hurt me greatly , firstly is about you lying for a small part . Secondly , I lost one of my greatest brother . Thirdly , I was humiliated in front of many . But now all these don't matter anymore , as long as this problem is settled ,I'm fine with it . However , it just comes back to the point of you saying 'okay or anything' to it , I guess not many people would understand this by just reading this , but I know you would understand what I mean .
This impacted me greatly , if you were to say that you want to break because of you causing me problems , then I would say you're stupid enough to think of that , after all that I did for you , you want it to end like this ? I know you still love me , so don't think that way , thinking that breaking would solve everything .
I still love you , & I know you do .
All I did was for you , this was my first time fighting because of a girl .
I felt that you lied to me , when you said you didn't know or did not .
You knew what I do not like , yes ,you did change , but coming to this , its exactly like you stopping to do all these and suddenly you just take one big step ahead.
Do you know how hurt I'm feeling now ? My heart hurts like hell .
I don't blame you , but I just can't accept the fact that you lied .
Due to this matter , I lost a great friend & almost lost one of my greatest buddy . I really missed what he and I did in the past , going out and stuffs , now everything just ends like this .
What should I do now , you told me that it was all your fault , & you felt that you might want to break because you've caused me so much problems . I told you it isn't , but in the end , I still can't accept the fact you actually lied a small part & you chose not to tell me . You should have asked me first , whether or not I would allow would be another issue.
Sorry won't change anything now , I would just to forget it , but it would take long .
People told me to break with you , but I told them I wouldn't , why would I do that , I still love you as much as you do . People said if a girl gets a guy into trouble , it would be better to not be with this girl , but still , I did not listen , I defended you even when they said you could say no in the first place , given your personality .
I urge you to think about this , even though you said sorry countless times , but I still can't forget it . This really hurt me greatly , firstly is about you lying for a small part . Secondly , I lost one of my greatest brother . Thirdly , I was humiliated in front of many . But now all these don't matter anymore , as long as this problem is settled ,I'm fine with it . However , it just comes back to the point of you saying 'okay or anything' to it , I guess not many people would understand this by just reading this , but I know you would understand what I mean .
This impacted me greatly , if you were to say that you want to break because of you causing me problems , then I would say you're stupid enough to think of that , after all that I did for you , you want it to end like this ? I know you still love me , so don't think that way , thinking that breaking would solve everything .
I still love you , & I know you do .
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