FUCK LOVE .

Why did you have to do that ?
Its like soo sudden .
I dont understand why , maybe i do , but i want to hear a explanation from you.
I just cant accept it ,
Im treating you too good ?
Not used to it huh ?
So you want me to treat you bad ?
Which i cant do it to the one i love .
But cant you try adapting to it ?
I love you , im not sure if i can forget you .
Even if there's a chance to patch , im not sure if i can even accept it .
I may have thoughts of this hurting feeling that you've giving me .

Just by sending me that message wont just let me understand everything .
You say your heart is still with him , i can give you time to forget about him .
Im not forcing you to do anything but i want you to know that youre still in my heart .
Best stead ever ?
Its been only 3 days since we steaded , you broke after we met , i feel so cheated .
I've been cheated not only my feelings but my dignity , heart .
I really enjoy the days spending time talking to you on phone ,
Youre really so sweet , but why did you have to do this to me ?

You said to me once , you have forgotten about him and you will forget him and love me with your all . Give you time and you would prove your love to me ?
But seriously did you forget about him ?
What i think is , no you dint , you may have used him just to spike him ,
Well i shan think like this , although is like only been 3 days , but i felt that it was like so long .
I love the way you treat me , this is the love that i want , but it just ended like this ..
You did prove your love to me , but after today , its like not enough ,
I want more of you , i wanna be with you .
I dont want it to end so soon ,
You told me not to leave you , and i dint .
But after all , you left me .
Is it fair ? .

Whywhywhy ?
I just cant accept it , sorry for being so agitated but just why ?!
I really want you to tell me in person or ON THE PHONE .
Im not being unreasonable or anything ,
WHY issit like this ?
I have many WHYs in my head now , i just cant stop thinking why why why !

You might think im going crazy or what so ever , but youre the reason why im getting so agitated .
I just hope you would explain it to me .


FUCK LOVE